Ick.

Just realizing how messed up my little plan is.

I'm taking out loans so I can go to college to get a job that will provide enough money to pay off my loans, while hoping that someday I'll be able to do photography full time.

Basically, college is insurance for me. Very, very expensive insurance. I want to do photography. My little business is doing pretty well, for being so young. But it's not reliable. Speech therapy is reliable.

Remember the time when people like me just didn't go to college and then did fine?

Aweesomeeee.


Today was...productive. I did homework, almost finished editing photos, and cleaned my room.